Meroyan 2

I am broke.

And I know this is not good.

Allahu.

That One Friend #3

I met him during our high school. 

Approximately 15 years ago. 

He was a charming student and smart.

While on the other hand I was fat and ugly and average.

(Btw we were from premier school, so I wasnt that stupid. Just average among the brilliant)

Well,

We were not a best friend though.

Just good, but not best, friend.

He transferred to better school, where he should belong.

And until then I started to realize he always visited me when he was on his break.

(And with any reasons too! Haha)

We spend our night, talking on any topics.

He shared his crush secrets and his admires.

(Well boys talk)

After we finished school, and everyone further to universities, he is still on my contact loop, still.

We were talking to the phone sometimes. (He called me of course)

And he shared how a girl who is his crush's best friend is marrying him.

He came to my wedding day. With his first child.

Leaving second child and his wife (on confinement period) at home.

That was beyond my expectation.

He is nice, isn't he?

He texted me just now, "Hi, how are you?"

And I started realizing,

He is That One Friend

Who is not close, but a good one.

Disclaimer: This isn't gay theme story. This is bro-friend story.

Dear wife #2

Dear Sayang,

There is no one moment I breathe without missing you.

Sigh.

I am nothing more than a super clingy husband.

That One Friend #2

This is again with regards to that one friend.

...and his don't-know-when-is-the-end waiting to that girl.

They used to text, like madly interesting to each other. But it faded bit by bit until it become none.

The reason were busy, focusing on study, broken phone, illness.

If you were him, would you realize that this girl has lost her interest?

She hid her messaging info.

She reply so seldom.

And sometime just "seen"

Reason  was extremely busy.

Would you think a simple "Hi" is toooo hard to say?

If you were him, would you realize that this girl has lost her interest?

He is reminiscing all their good days. that days that this man was so happy.

He is super positive. 

Uber good.

Sooo nice man.

He once visited the place of where they went, and somehow she labeled him 'scary'.

And the man apologizing as if it was a huge mistake.

If you were him, would you realize that this girl has lost her interest?

He said he wanted to stay firm.

To follow the flow.

To follow the beats and the tempo of this girl is playing.

But on the other hand, he keep on counting days in his social medias on how he is struggling.

For keeping the gap

Every post is a hint to her.

But she never responded.

Or apologize.

Or feeling guilty.

No simple "Hi" though.

If you were him, would you realize that this girl has lost her interest?

He is too much into this.

He is a good man I tell you.

A good friend of course.

But he just too weak to control his feeling.

Love can be blind sometime.

It blinds a wise man.

If you were him, would you realize that this girl has lost her interest?

Why am I bother about this one friend?

Because he is a good friend of mine.

And pls.

If you dont want him.

Say it.

Jangan berdalih.

Biar dia sakit untuk terima.

Daripada dia sakit entah sampai bila.

Get him out form your cold storage.

If you were him, would you feel the same pain?

Oh, hello!

I wish.

Our love is stronger.

Myself get wiser.

Things are going to be fun.

August is the month of my late father birthday.

B2L Perak

Last two week was a hectic week.

Expectation aku, event ini akan kucar kacir. Yala, kami ada very little time untuk preparation. Rasanya my booth/exhibition unit yang siap awal awal in term of invitation dan confirmation (Bukan la nak bangga diri, tapi I work with my supervisor under one unit. Dan dia kalau buat kalut, mau aku rasa macam nak campak dia masuk laut!Hahahaha)

But Alhamdulillah, the event went well^[1][2]. Like really well. It was tiring tapi I hv a strong team who worked really hard for this.

[1]Awal Asshari jadi host. He is uber dashing and cool. He manages the crowd (who is 80% of'em are high school students)

[2]I watched Siti Sarah singing live right before my eyes. Dia ni haluihhhh tapi suara powerrr!

Dalam byk byk benda kat Hotel Casuarina Meru ni, yang paling aku ingat sekali ialaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah:

Burger dia is the best I hv ever tasted. Idk why. It was juicy and gooooood
(minus it was cold when I had it)

Bertangguh

This is what I do best in my freaking entire life.

As for now, this thing is killing me.

Right from every angle.

...and I hate this feeling.